A brand new day yeah

Though i my brain is revising for my test tmr, at the same time, i am still thinking abt the sad events that happen during these past few days. I am glad that the feeling is fading though it streams into my mind quite often. Really thank you for u guys...u are my very true friends...i dont think i can recuperate that fast w/o all ur words of encouragement. Thank you for listening to my complaints and hear me out...paiseh if i waste so much of ur sms....really Thank you...and a BIG BIG HUG to u guys....u all deserve it :)

haha...another spate of unhappy event

how i wish i can post sth more cheerful. Reality is opposite of what i wish for. I don't want another unhappy event occurring tmr....hope that it is not fat hope :(
I have tried to bury myself in my work...keeping my mind preoccupied and hopefully can reel me out of this harsh reality. I have to stop thinking about all these things! Ironically, keeping myself busy is now a better route for me, i guess.

sorry guys, if this is dampening ur mood...but it is true that i am feeling pretty down recently....but with the support of my dear friends....i will buck up to pay back u guys for ur words of encouragement:)

Another depressing day

Just woke up ....dunno why i am pretty down when i woke up today.Maybe i am expecting that a brand new day will forget those unpleasant memories of ystd. Maybe i did not expect that those unhappy feelings would peirce through my heart once again...stab stab stab...i can still feel the pain...it is still too vivid. Think i must have been hurt pretty badly. I am not sure either.The only thing that i am certain of.....is to put my thoughts in this blog, hoping that my feelings can be sort of relieved with every word etched now in this article. Would i ever be truly happy...i wonder. This, i am not certain. But i am certain that i will be happier than yesterday. This, i am comforted....

Essays, essays and more essays.

Sigh sigh sigh....just completed all my labs....yeah! and of coz the lab reports....but here comes the dateline of my 'wonderful essays'. half-dead today...nearly fall asleep in class and later need to rush for my reflective writing...and hopefully can have a final touch on my gem essay then i can say bye bye to all essays this sem le.....i am tired...tmr still have a night class at 6pm but at least tmr don't need to wake up early in the morning! hehe.... My friend said she coming back to school this week coz her lessons ending soon...mon and thurs! so gd...my core don't seem to end and my gem...latest, can end only next tues ba...sian...just thinking of coming back to school this whole week makes me wanna puke...yucks.

sian

haha...i posted 3 times today...but no choice..i want to complain before i go offline. Tmr is my organic test...wish me luck....i cant seem to do the mechanism questions that the lecturer gave....oh well...i need to go off9 now....and hopefully can squeeze more stuff into my puny brain! Jiayou for tmr's test...sigh...i dreaded the start of the week.

A sweet sweet dream

haha.... I am grateful that i took a nap this afternoon. i dreamt of my mr right during the nap! he lent me his goggles. I felt so blissful even in the dream...phew...luckily i took this nap. I have dreamt of him twice this year.....think i am going berserk...haha

I must jiayou wor....having a test this coming thurs and got to hand in reflective writing and the gem essay this week...phew...xiong week....:( but kind of look forward to this thurs....go shopping! yeah

April fool!

:P...April fool's day! everyone! beware of your friends' pranks...........