Meaningful songs

By Westlife: FOOL AGAIN
Tell me, what's the secret that you've been hiding?
And who's gonna take my place?
I should have seen it coming,
I should have read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

Chorus:
Can't believe that I'm a fool again
I thought this love would never end,
how was I to know?
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm a fool again,
and I who thought you were my friend,
how was I to know?
You never told me

Baby, you should've called me,
when you were lonely,
when you needed me to be there
Sadly, you never gave me
too many chances to show you
how much I care
Ooh, should have seen it coming,
I should have read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

Chorus

About the pain and the tears
Ooh, If I could,
I would, turn back the time
Ooh yeah I should have seen it coming
I should have read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

I find this song very meaningful,especially when I am very sad. This can help me relieve some of the pain by singing out loud or by singing it in my mind.
There is another song that brings me memory. I was hurt once and believe it will happen all over again(She has forgotten wat was promised during the serious talk or maybe she dont mean it and 4got; this could mean a small matter for others but to me, it has crossed the line. One chance already granted but it happens again). Anyway, this is referring to the recent period of time (this yr) when i was feeling moody and wanted a fresh start. I would keep repeating this song and tell myself that I have to be brave and move on.Otherwise, I just keep my mind occupied with projects and homework which deter me from thinking about it.

By VANESSA HUDGENS - GOTTA GO MY OWN WAY

I gotta say what's in my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
[Chorus]
I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
[end of chorus]
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok..
[chorus]
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

and what about me?
I gotta leave but I'll miss you

so
I've got to move on and be who I am

I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now

I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am

I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way

If not, the song by britney spears; "Stronger" could help to rebuild my confidence and move on. If it is meant to be, it would be yours. If it is not, no use holding on. This is my philosopy but as a friend i dont wish that any of my friends here, pick up this kind of attitude. This is highly discouraged. Back to the topic, these songs are my life saviour and contribute partly to the recovery of my mood. There are some other songs that i feel that it is meaningful but this would make the entry look very wordy. Anyway, hope all my dear friends are doing fine and enjoy your looooong weekends. You all deserve it!

interesting event

I saw this in one of my emails; pretty interesting:)

Mooncake Making with TUF

Brought to you by TUF, Tabernacle University Fellowship. We are a church-based association, made up of a bunch of fun-loving people, whose purpose is to bring you the love, joy and peace of Christ!
Ever made mooncakes before? Join us to make traditional snowskin mooncakes! And you can bring some home to share with family & friends over the Mooncake Festival!

Look for us on the 24th Sept, Thursday, 630pm at Nanyang House Seminar Room 1.

For more information on TUF and this event, please contact Ethel at 96616905.

Had a Happy Day:)

Morning, there is the transport phenomena lesson which covers 2 hrs lecture and 1 h tutorial. 1h tutorial is on Matlab; solving mass transfer equations by integration by grids (Mol; method of line). haha. Interesting though. Every lesson has been an exponential learning experience for me. Those rules are interesting. haha. Afterwhich, I had lunch with a phd student, same batch as me (singaporean). Then she went and sit in for the seminars because we are supposed to complete 10 seminars per yr, while i go to the lab and pick up some skills and to provide a helping hand to my seniors. Too absorbed in the lab, I was nearly late for the meeting with mf and told her to postpone 15mins more. My legs nearly broke. haha. Had dinner at pastamania where i had spiced fish baked cheese pasta and mf had the combo set with a 7inch chicken and mushroom pizza. Most of the time, we were not browsing the shops at all. Too busy with the catch up (cant see her for sooo long). Gonna miss her definitely. Then after chatting while walking, we decide to sit in gelaro shop and had our icecream. Yum Yum! Love the chocolate cookie icecream:) The time flew by and it was already 9plus. No wonder the shops are closing. Alas, I had a great time and I am going to miss her....

my first pg test

haha....I must blog it down. Because today's test is the 1st pg test of my life. It is the engineering maths test. I am quite happy after the test ended. :)

Had a satisfied rest day:)

After i woke up at 10plus, i switched on tv and watch tv show. haha. I deserved a big rest lol. Coz monday is war day again since tuesday is engineering maths mid term test!!!!! omg! haha. I have no idea wat qs they will set. Could be proving qs. Could be calculation. I have no idea. So had a short jog of abt 15mins in the afternoon. Afterwhich, I rest for a while b4 bathing. I think I have a fruitful week :)

Happy day:)

today's presentation was a success. Supervisor complimented me for my project plan. Was really really happy especially when he said that he nv thought it b4 :) Now I feel that reading so many journals was worthwhile.

Packed week AGAIN

Pardon me for complaining. Think I am old le, that's y i am so naggy now. haha. Yah, I have too much hw stacking, waiting for me to do. Then there is the research project. My prof juz gave me a topic; metabolic engineering with stapylococcus. So basically, I have to find my interest, which my boss had told me, and eventually find the aim of my project and the focus of the experiments. So, in other words, I have to plan, design (to be creative and think of innovative way to do expt), and prosecute it. Different sups have different styles i guess. I heard some sups tell the students wat to do and give them proper directions. Any deviations, need to tell their sup. haha....I hope next sem gets btr. I must gambatte. Cannot throw nus's face or the chemists' face.