haha...sian

opps, have been telling myself to read the notes, opps, i haven't been revising the past two days. only started today. Guess i am in a holiday mood liao...sigh..

yalun's blog

hmm...

i like his frankness....dunlike those 'act act' idols
.Is he pissed off with those who leave the comment that he is not regulating his blog? opps...then he must be saying that i am a fake...since i write blog regularly...sad la... :(
However, i share his thoughts too; Dunlike 'act act' idols...he has the same mentality as me..hehe!

lastly, i have met so many smokers recently...dunno why unusally more than usual...haha..could be due to the exam 'qi' swings to become affinitated to smokers? haha...

Today, i am seated next to mr X! not i purposely sit there de ( i muz emphasised that!)Tis is due to seat allocation...haha...cant sit properly or shd i say cant think well when doing today's exam...think i got affected somehow..haha. Surely this mod i can't do well de!

i am slacking now!!

haha, left one paper on 2nd may...i can slowly read this module le..muahaha..have been napping and shopping today..oh well, i plan to start tmr morning..opps! haha...yep...
The SIP programme is starting on 7th may...has been postponed. Yep hopefully i can prepare stuff for my holiday trip during these 'free' days..hehe..and maybe go hang out or sth. in other words ... hehe...i can go shopping and buy stuff...opps...

yeah!!!marathon is going to be over soon

i have a sudden urge or craving or watever u call it...to .....blog...muahaha. I have passed 3 terrible, horrendous days!!!!Finally!phew! today i had a ss paper...some singapore govt. politics module...i thought it is going to be tough...nope..it aint...i find today's paper pretty easy...sigh..i shdn't s/u..haha...this sounds familiar hor..swee hong....i whining now..haha...
btw, i think i am crazy coz i think the consecutive days of exam rox..it is like, each day, one module is down. In fact,i feel a bit shuang..haha...maybe i am a bian tai...opps...

PS: thanks for commenting my pics....i will upload more shuai ge pics for u all to admire..haha...a girl's fortune to do so hor..haha :)

sian...

Exam is coming le...left two days....super sian...this could possibly be my last post b4 exam...haha...no time to blog during the 4 consecutive day marathon exam.... have been mugging and watching tv, haha...i think is in equal proportion of time spent ba. yep...2day is a boring post...paiseh lol

Physical chem notes

Finally! i have finished reading the part 2 notes of physical chem...!!!!hope i can finish reading the tutorial and hopefully move on to the part 1 tutorials which is a lot more than the part 2 tutorials. oh well,hehe...if i can finish all that today...then that's superb coz i can manage to finish a core mod within a day! * evil laughter...but then would be a wishful thinking..haha

yeah!

hehe...i got an internship in SCDF HQ. I just replied th e-mail the nus people sent and got this internship w/o having to interview at all. :) it starts on 3rd may...right after my exam is over and ends at the end of june..2mths wor. It is about doing a collaborative project with a partner of my age (i dunno his/her gender or which sch he/she comes from). This internship's primary purpose is for us to experience wat a civil servant life is. We would be giving the oppurtunity to communicate with the other interns as well as have visits to the different ministries (this is what i look forward the most...muahaha).

Haha..guess wat...the place is situated at paya lebar...which is the opposite side of where i live wor. the working hrs is quite long...8.30am to 6pm and salary aint attractive...haha. I know i am making myself pretty busy during my holidays...no break for me so i guess i wont request to extend my industrial internship so as to have a short final break. Becoz straight after the SCDF internship is my industrial attachment at tuas...muahaha...all seem so ulu and far away.

irritating analytical notes

i nv know the notes is that thick...and exhaustive too....dunno how am i going to finish it...sian...hope can finish it by 2nite or 2mr morning....my head is overwhelmed by all the facts and calculations...orbi right? that's the consequences of revising last minute. Some more, i have 6 examinable modules...haha...yah, i deserve it.laugh at me, i duncare abt it.
i hope i can retouch on my gem, ss and ec soon...which urm...have been flipped through hastily haha.
haha...paiseh for posting 3 msgs today...coz i think i am using blog as a way to de-stress and relax after a torturous journey of studying today....

a long lost friend

muahaha...i saw alwin in the 963bus. Opps...why on earth am i in the 963bus? I went to sch this afternoon to study coz at home is too humid...and i cant concentrate. I am on trail now..see whether i study faster in sch or at home. Haha...back to the friend topic. I saw him on the bus after don't know how many yrs...1yr? 2 yrs? We talk much during the ride about how we have been and stuff like that. He works in science park as data entry and ending this week. Haha..science park is very unaccessible from what i hear...luckily din choose sci park for internship...din know shuttle bus is meant for certain companies only and even some perm staff cannot board the bus, have to go around driving a car. Finally, i got his number before i alighted, but then i have a feeling we are going to lose contact soon..yep..again... either phone lost or change of sim card. It is that uncontactable..(dun go online much also)..haha...i must admire h.j's persistence in finding him, and always able to do that which i dunno how he did it...maybe he has the potential to become a PI? muahaha. For those who wants his contact, can sms me..haha...he really makes me feel like he is some kind of 'hei bang' who dunwish to be traced by the Police or sth.

a new day...this means the exam is getting closer and closer...

sigh...ystd i wanted to read up my analytical chem but end up watching tv all nite...even those that i dunusually watch like some variety show hosted by an old lady and the show on 'shi da ming pu' and 'shao nian te gong dui'. Haha, as if this isnt enuff, i went to sheng siong and bought some titbits, yep...not my money which is gone, is my mom's.haha...i thought i need all the energy from the titbits since i am going to study for the next few days. oh well, ystd nite isnt fruitful at all. Believe me, my dad was surprised that my exam is starting next mon. He said i seem to be so relaxed..haha..oh well, i cant study at nite! Today, i am trying very hard to read my analytical notes, but the progress is quite slow..haha...kinetically not favourable(coz study rate is slow) but thermodynamically favourable( coz i am gaining knowledge here...muahahaha). Sorry if i sound crazy but i am indeed insane, not becoz of all the studies but becoz i am afraid i cant finish the revision before the exam and i know i dunhave time to study during the exam period..due to the marathon exam dates..rmb?...sigh....

my exam dates

haha...in case u all think my exam is very slack., think again after i tell u how crammed mine is. Firstly, i have 4 consecutive exam dates.... which i dunno if i can survive throughout this marathon :(....6 modules of examination plus tuition which i have finally finished twice this week! 2ndly, i am easily manipulated by emotion, which means that if i am unhappy or depressed or sad (except happy), then i cant study at all. haha....tend to worry abt other things besides my exam...which i dunno why...

i am nt going to take any tuition next yr...no way...it occupied my time lol...making me busy. Yep, intending to take 6mods in yr 3 sem2.... and i dunwant to make myself insanely busy...NO WAY...dunwant the exp like this sem le..

hehe...miss me mah?

haha.....have been slacking cum reading notes.....ss notes can really kill me...so many things are unfamiliar, wonder how can i write more than 1 pg of answers for each qs...haha...

my mom bought a 5bucks toothbrush! haha...got 3 flaps whereby u just only need to brush one time and can get the inner and outer teeth clean at the same time.U know what my mom told me???...she said this toothbrush is the offered price, usually sold 7.50 bucks..haha...it is amazing that one cheapo-looking toothbrush can cost so much. Haha...i apply what i have learnt from my mods...i saw the label said.."patented"...* whistle...haha...a patented toothbrush....

exams coming

very sian...i know exam is coming and i know i must chiong....but wat is stoping me??? my useless brain? or my slack attitude? anyway...i am telling my friends to chiong but i myself is holding back...is dreaming...haha...dunno y...oh well...i will try to finish my ss and gem by this week and hopefully can touch on my core next week. Exam is really coming le...too fast...nt really prepared yet. I am still in holiday mood....

i shd update my blog less frquently..maybe once in 3-4 days?haha...see how busy i am mah...sometimes i am just too lazy to switch on my com..hehe

exam is coming...dang dang dang

eeky exam is coming...yucks....:( I shd start mugging now! no time le....everyone else is mugging...that is life in NUS ...stress during exam period!( people mugging everywhere in sch...i saw it with my very own eyes today).. oh well...
the econs module is relatively ok..i hope...then i duneed to read up on ec le...hehe...tmr nite start to revise my organic for the make-up test on thurs then afterwhich i can throw away my organic and ec at the moment..hehe.the headache part is the analytical and physical exam...which i dun do well de....oh well..have to squeeze in some time next week to revise on my dear core modules.

Finally.....

Finally...my long awaited last test is over!!!!!yeah.....but will get heart attack this week as there would be 3 tests (i mind u...is core modules test!)returning this week i guess. Phew....now i have only the part 2 thinking log left....haha....just now saw toh walking in the canteen (the lecturer who innovatively gives us 'thinking log' assignment)....sian la he.......
i still need to come back for my lessons...all thanks to my core module lesson and not forgetting my last ec lecture. sian...and i have 2 tuition this week...sighzzz...
So, tonite i am probably doing my physical chem tutorial and maybe won't be online...dont miss me u guyz...cya...haha....

Yummy yum yum

It was a great birthday party! The relatives including the birthday gal (must really give her the credit...she was very busy the whole night)are very kind, 'great hospitality' and all...haha... the food is delicious. I really like the otah. The cake is very presentable; it is actually a mango cake with a very very big key shape. I think it is kinda cool coz it looks like a golden key to me...has the same meaning as 'jin shuo shi'.

But then hor, swee hong, 'very good' wor, she so 'kind' to give me so much helping to the food, and even forgot to scoop a few dish for herself.....i am being fed until 'bai bai pang pang'. I didn't even need to scoop anything myself wor....

Actually we kind of walk 1hr during this chalet (mei fen, swee hong and me)...haha...1st time is becoz we are lost and didnt know how to get to the chalet...spend 30mins approximately walking around the park...a lot of people cycle and run there. They seem so fit and energetic...maybe i should move there next time....the air feels a lot fresher too...haha. We passed by a big fish pond. we can literally smell the fishy scent there...people are fishing and all that. The 2nd time we got lost becoz we went for a stroll after the scrumptious meal. We thought we can walk in circle and get back to the chalet. However, things often turn out unexpectedly. We need to make a detour from where we arrive to be a dead end. and got back to the chalet before shin hui cuts her cake.....we were oily and drenched. Haha .... feels like we are the oiliest people in the chalet. Haha. Then we took photo but i guess our face may have look shiny in the photo. Then, i wanted to watch the zhou zi ba dian dang....but my friends keep pestering me to go home.....boo hoo hoo.

Thanks shin hui for inviting me to this wonderful party:)

haha... guess i have to focus on watching qi tian da sheng after updating my blog...hehe...got 7 flowers and yu rong wor, only weiru nt there...

Rain rain go away, come again another day

hey, i know i sound childish. But i AM CHILDISH. haha.. rain...dampens people mood but hyper those who are sleeping..zzzz...if my holiday starts, i wont mind rain to come so that i can take a cozier nap..hehe...but now...no no... another test coming up on mon...haha....tmr then pia ba...see how first..:(

songs, songs and more songs

hehe...i spent a few hrs in the morning doing some crappy stuff. transfer gd songs from com to my mp3 so that i can listen all day long .....hehe...yep

heart shattered into bits and pieces

sian....heard that my mr 'X'....is attached....sad....now i dunhave any 'target' le. How come those i set my eyes on are attached de....to mr 'X: 'time will heal my wounds'... i really wonder what his gf looks like.....

i nearly forget to say sth...i watch 'wan quan yu le' ystd...hehe.....very funny wor....it is all abt qiao en's birthday party....in case u all dunno who she is...she is actually from 7 flowers....the most popular one (in wang zhi bian qin wa)...luckily my bro told me...i am gan dong (touched)...haha...getting cuter wor...haha
the show is damn funny...esp the one when they reveal qiao en's weird habits...she likes to eat ji fo (dunno what is that..some weird stuff i guess...she said can make gals' in front grow bigger...dunno true or not..maybe can try while in taiwan???) and the one on revealing something that is not in their script (ask weiru to sniff her foot) ...muahaha...i think she is very funny...and unique...u duncome across a gal idol behaving so differently from the other gal idols. if u want to know more...u find ways and means to watch it lol...haha

stupid test

Hmm...i really dunno how to do the 2 10marks qs for the analytical test...think there would be those out there who knows how to do it...sigh...i didnt study enough ba...haha...the consequence of last min study....yep.....have been really happy today...but thinking of the stupid physical test makes me sick.....on monday lor...sigh....oh well...went shopping and all that...quite hard to find sth nice.....

rise and shine people

Haha...i am glad that everything is solved and most credit goes to my shifu, my dear dear friend mei fen (so-called high EQ ...she praised herself de...kidding :P)...haha...If dunhave u, i would be leading a stupid life and may lose a friend one by one. Anyone who mistreats meifen hor, is automatically enrolled to my enemy list. Must treat her nice nice or else u get it from me.

And special thanks to those who are my friends...thanks for all ur concern...now that u know my EQ is low, is a bit too late le...there is no turning back...coz i won't let any of u guys off le...*evil grin cum laughter.

A brand new day yeah

Though i my brain is revising for my test tmr, at the same time, i am still thinking abt the sad events that happen during these past few days. I am glad that the feeling is fading though it streams into my mind quite often. Really thank you for u guys...u are my very true friends...i dont think i can recuperate that fast w/o all ur words of encouragement. Thank you for listening to my complaints and hear me out...paiseh if i waste so much of ur sms....really Thank you...and a BIG BIG HUG to u guys....u all deserve it :)

haha...another spate of unhappy event

how i wish i can post sth more cheerful. Reality is opposite of what i wish for. I don't want another unhappy event occurring tmr....hope that it is not fat hope :(
I have tried to bury myself in my work...keeping my mind preoccupied and hopefully can reel me out of this harsh reality. I have to stop thinking about all these things! Ironically, keeping myself busy is now a better route for me, i guess.

sorry guys, if this is dampening ur mood...but it is true that i am feeling pretty down recently....but with the support of my dear friends....i will buck up to pay back u guys for ur words of encouragement:)

Another depressing day

Just woke up ....dunno why i am pretty down when i woke up today.Maybe i am expecting that a brand new day will forget those unpleasant memories of ystd. Maybe i did not expect that those unhappy feelings would peirce through my heart once again...stab stab stab...i can still feel the pain...it is still too vivid. Think i must have been hurt pretty badly. I am not sure either.The only thing that i am certain of.....is to put my thoughts in this blog, hoping that my feelings can be sort of relieved with every word etched now in this article. Would i ever be truly happy...i wonder. This, i am not certain. But i am certain that i will be happier than yesterday. This, i am comforted....

Essays, essays and more essays.

Sigh sigh sigh....just completed all my labs....yeah! and of coz the lab reports....but here comes the dateline of my 'wonderful essays'. half-dead today...nearly fall asleep in class and later need to rush for my reflective writing...and hopefully can have a final touch on my gem essay then i can say bye bye to all essays this sem le.....i am tired...tmr still have a night class at 6pm but at least tmr don't need to wake up early in the morning! hehe.... My friend said she coming back to school this week coz her lessons ending soon...mon and thurs! so gd...my core don't seem to end and my gem...latest, can end only next tues ba...sian...just thinking of coming back to school this whole week makes me wanna puke...yucks.

sian

haha...i posted 3 times today...but no choice..i want to complain before i go offline. Tmr is my organic test...wish me luck....i cant seem to do the mechanism questions that the lecturer gave....oh well...i need to go off9 now....and hopefully can squeeze more stuff into my puny brain! Jiayou for tmr's test...sigh...i dreaded the start of the week.

A sweet sweet dream

haha.... I am grateful that i took a nap this afternoon. i dreamt of my mr right during the nap! he lent me his goggles. I felt so blissful even in the dream...phew...luckily i took this nap. I have dreamt of him twice this year.....think i am going berserk...haha

I must jiayou wor....having a test this coming thurs and got to hand in reflective writing and the gem essay this week...phew...xiong week....:( but kind of look forward to this thurs....go shopping! yeah

April fool!

:P...April fool's day! everyone! beware of your friends' pranks...........